http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/112902/ Buzznet superstar09 2007-02-07T07:13:33Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/94926/ "Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

*** this is how i feel... i ranaway last night and got turned in like 6 hours later.. it sucked big ones!***]]> Buzznet superstar09 2007-01-04T08:07:20Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/87658/ but then you die lifes a bitch so fuck the world and lets get high.... Buzznet superstar09 2006-12-19T06:31:49Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/84655/ Buzznet superstar09 2006-12-12T07:47:29Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/82961/ MY DAY HAS BEEN PEACHY, I GUESS... BESIDES THE POINT THAT I AM AT SKOOL. ITS A GRAVY THO... GOTTA LOVE IT, HUH?

]]> hell yeah... Buzznet superstar09 2006-12-08T08:08:13Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/82174/ "Todays just an ordinary day." I wish that wuz true. Right now the home life sucks... I don't live w/ my real family and i guess thats why its so hard. I'm so tired of living the bullshit life... Sometimes i just want to leave and not come back until i know that its okay, and that they can't do anything to me. If only life was that easy... Just run from your problems. I guess thats what my problem is now tho.. When somethng goes wrong i always run, stay gone for awhile and then come back and then its right back to the bullshit life once again... But yeah, i guess lifes a bitch tho right???????? Karma came back to get me! i don't even know what i did so damn wrong... i guess i was brought in to this world... But thats ok cuz nothing is coming in between Cami Mother Fucking Evans... lol...]]> just an ordinary day-by michelle brach. thats the song i just he Buzznet superstar09 2006-12-06T06:54:45Z http://superstar09.buzznet.com/user/journal/79664/ have you ever missed someone so much u just wanted to leave where u were to get to them? i am feeling that exact same way right now.... i hate it actaully... but i guess there is not to much one person can do, huh?]]> :-( Buzznet superstar09 2006-11-30T07:45:56Z